“Clairvoyance is the gift of second sight. It is a visual form of ESP (extrasensory perception) involving perceiving or intuiting information by way of seeing auras, colors, images, or symbols via third eye sensory….”
He said that I’m a very sensitive and intuitive person, clairvoyant. I have the gift of the third eye, which explains my ability to read the cup and Tarot cards. But I keep blocking my 6th and 7th chakras. It is affecting my health and my well-being. I oppress my creative and intuitive self (the Yin, feminin) and nurture the active, rational and extrovert one (the Yang, masculin)….
I said: oh shit, and I thought I was feminist!!!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Cynicism
“The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who have not got it”
She said that I have to tone down my sarcasm and cynicism, it is passive aggressive… After all, it’s only my view and people do not have to adopt it. I’m trying to create too many (ME)…
I said: oh yeah????
She said that I have to tone down my sarcasm and cynicism, it is passive aggressive… After all, it’s only my view and people do not have to adopt it. I’m trying to create too many (ME)…
I said: oh yeah????
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Surrender
In my mind there are no boundaries, there are no limits
There are no do's and don'ts, no right and wrong
There is only an infinite flow of love and passion
I willingly surrender to the light in my heart,
and I bathe in your divine scent
There are no do's and don'ts, no right and wrong
There is only an infinite flow of love and passion
I willingly surrender to the light in my heart,
and I bathe in your divine scent
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Lioness
I just came back from London this morning, we had the skills week at school. The first day was
pathetic, so I dodged school and wandered around London in the rain, with my summer cloths and high heels. Not ideal but hey, it was better than sitting in a classroom listening to a bozo headhunter trying to convince me that his company is the best thing after sliced bread!!!
Anyway, the next day was way more interesting, we had a “consultative selling” workshop, whatever that means. The instructor was not an LBS professor, but a professional career coach, who interesting enough, was a drama actor at a certain period of his life. He looked Jewish, sounded Jewish, acted Jewish, and his name was: David Solomon, very interesting and amiable personality.
I came in late as usual. David had divided the class of eight in pairs; each was supposed to gather information about the other person and to try selling them to the rest of the group. I was paired with Jassem. Since I was late, we didn’t have much time to dig into each others properly but we kinda knew each others enough. So Jassem asked me: if you were born an animal, which one would it be? I didn’t want to answer this question but listening to the rest of the class, we had to mention an animal. Jassem choose the whale or the shark, the reason was that he was on the top of the food chain.
I got embarrassed by this question, as a kid I always identified myself with the black panther: extremely beautiful, strong, independent, different and doesn’t bother to fit with others…
But when Jassem asked me the question, I only had the lioness in mind.
I was embarrassed because I didn’t want to look neither arrogant nor submissive comparing myself to a lioness. A few months back, over a few bottles of vodka Ahmad, Abdulwahab and I started categorizing the class members’ relationship styles into lions, hyenas and frogs. Lions are the dominant men and the Lionesses are the submissive women. Hyenas are the submissive men and dominant women. As for the frogs, they were the faggots! The boys agreed that I was a hyena. They thought that I was dominant and controlling. They said it with genuine pride and admiration and it sounded like a compliment….The only other girl then in this unforgettable New Asia evening was the 25 year old Jane; she was upset because the guys classified her as a lioness and she wanted to be a hyena…
Back to the “selling your partner” exercise, Jassem was perplexed and asked me: “why a lioness???”
I answered: “because she does the job. A lioness is a provider, she cares for her family and doesn’t mind being in the shadow, she’s strong and protective, she’s the hunter in the pride, she’s a doer and this is who I am”
Abdulwahab nodded his face, when Jassem declared to the class that I would be a lioness, I knew he was laughing, I laughed as well. To keep shocking people is what I do the best.
pathetic, so I dodged school and wandered around London in the rain, with my summer cloths and high heels. Not ideal but hey, it was better than sitting in a classroom listening to a bozo headhunter trying to convince me that his company is the best thing after sliced bread!!!Anyway, the next day was way more interesting, we had a “consultative selling” workshop, whatever that means. The instructor was not an LBS professor, but a professional career coach, who interesting enough, was a drama actor at a certain period of his life. He looked Jewish, sounded Jewish, acted Jewish, and his name was: David Solomon, very interesting and amiable personality.
I came in late as usual. David had divided the class of eight in pairs; each was supposed to gather information about the other person and to try selling them to the rest of the group. I was paired with Jassem. Since I was late, we didn’t have much time to dig into each others properly but we kinda knew each others enough. So Jassem asked me: if you were born an animal, which one would it be? I didn’t want to answer this question but listening to the rest of the class, we had to mention an animal. Jassem choose the whale or the shark, the reason was that he was on the top of the food chain.
I got embarrassed by this question, as a kid I always identified myself with the black panther: extremely beautiful, strong, independent, different and doesn’t bother to fit with others…
But when Jassem asked me the question, I only had the lioness in mind.
I was embarrassed because I didn’t want to look neither arrogant nor submissive comparing myself to a lioness. A few months back, over a few bottles of vodka Ahmad, Abdulwahab and I started categorizing the class members’ relationship styles into lions, hyenas and frogs. Lions are the dominant men and the Lionesses are the submissive women. Hyenas are the submissive men and dominant women. As for the frogs, they were the faggots! The boys agreed that I was a hyena. They thought that I was dominant and controlling. They said it with genuine pride and admiration and it sounded like a compliment….The only other girl then in this unforgettable New Asia evening was the 25 year old Jane; she was upset because the guys classified her as a lioness and she wanted to be a hyena…
Back to the “selling your partner” exercise, Jassem was perplexed and asked me: “why a lioness???”
I answered: “because she does the job. A lioness is a provider, she cares for her family and doesn’t mind being in the shadow, she’s strong and protective, she’s the hunter in the pride, she’s a doer and this is who I am”
Abdulwahab nodded his face, when Jassem declared to the class that I would be a lioness, I knew he was laughing, I laughed as well. To keep shocking people is what I do the best.
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